As the title states, bodies are weird. I came to this conclusion after I started physical therapy and felt like a puppet or discarded toy. The therapist would go around and feel in my joints trying to find where my problem was at one point she noted how little stabilizing muscle I had. Turns out it would be easy to dislocated my shoulder which led me to think how segmented my body felt.
Like a child with a toy my arm could be popped out of it's socket with only a slight bit of effort, disquieting to say the least. It had never occurred to me that my body could be injured with such ease. I had always felt super glued in, and nothing would unhinge anything about me but when she had my shoulder in that position feeling around my joints explaining how easy it would be to just pop my shoulder out it somehow made me feel less than I once thought I was.
Now I spend everyday doing these workouts which feel ridiculously easy and yet I know that they are helping me tighten my joints back together almost like a teddy bear getting an arm sowed back on. I wonder why I now can look at my body as a child' toy?
It might relate to the ease in which the physical therapist said she could disarm me, hehe, or maybe it is the realization of how fragile we all are. I will leave this one at that, started playing around with the new adobe illustrator tool set, still need to figure some things out but for now this is what I got.